Jason Mraz Update: SNL

As per Facebook, Jason Mraz is going to be hosting Saturday Night Live on NBC with Steve Martin on 1/31/09.
How amazing is that?

Young Jeezy Update: My President Is Black

Couldn't have fallen on a better day than the Inauguration Day...
My President is Black, however...my Ford Taurus is red..and I do have a thing for RED cars and something directly AGAINST blue cars..I don't know what it is, I can't explain it..



I want to comment that I didn't SEE the damn thing because I was doing marketing work..as opposed to seeing the 44th president be sworn in..
..yeah, I'm not bitter...

Inauguration Day-1/20/2009

Today, 1/20/2009 Barack Obama will officially become the 44th president of the United States...

After my place of employment...

• Ipod touch 16GB 2 generation
• The return of The Significant
• Inauguration Day thoughts

{source bitches}

New Jack Update: Office Space

I have to say...I'm not thrilled, but then again, what else is new?

In Long Island, it's approximately 11:11AM and there's approximately 3 inches of snow on the ground already.
Mind you, I was unaware that any such snowfall would come about today..and it's not stopping.
This past week at my "place of employment" has been rough to say the very, very, very least. Let me whisper that information, as apparently employees are not allowed to express themselves outside of work I'm actually though more focused on how rough it was for those surrounding me not so much myself...layoffs.
There's been a significant amount of turmoil in house and the report is its only going to continue...I'm already getting slightly re-flustered with the work load which as of tomorrow it's going to skyrocket. Seriously.
I'm going from handling only ONE marketing plan, to roughly 30-35. In all seriousness. On top of juggling that, I still have regular maintance and clerical duties to keep the smaller stuff for the "team" functioning. I'm truly not sure as to when all the hours in the day are suddenly going to arise for this..and I can tell anyone I'm truly, truly not looking forward to any of the above.

This entire week has been somber and miserable. So many surrounding me have incurred deaths in the family as if the current wipeout situation wasn't bad enough. All in all it makes it hard to concentrate on the staggering work load itself.

Very hard.

I often find myself with horrible headaches, "brain farts" (a very prominent symptom of my Hashimotos), and very easily confused to say the very least. I'm not sure exactly, and I'm not very confident as to how I'm going to function this coming week and the arduous weeks to follow....

I'm not sure if anyone besides me realizes how small a cubicle truly feels when its stacked with towers of paperwork...

News regarding the return of The Significant later...

New Jack Update: Twitter

I've finally...given in...

Seeing as I love to update my Facebook status, the website that's made a crack habit of that alone has finally roped me in..

I was invited via a member of Channel718 and so I finally have given in.
Stay on top...http://twitter.com/TheNewJack

OH! And for my most important Twitter update of..one whole day...I am selling a 16GB, Black Ipod Nano of the 4th generation :)
E-mail: Newjack14@gmail.com if you're interested...

Jason Mraz Update: Lucky

"Lucky" featuring Colbie Callait..
Jason Mraz in a suit...I'm sold...
"Lucky" Official Video With Colbie Caillat

Christina Milian Update: Us Against the World

She's...alive....

Duffy Update: Stepping Stone

If this song...isn't about how my heart is feeling and breaking at this minute..
I don't know what the hell is...
New music from, Duffy..
Duffy - Stepping Stone

Dropping The Ring

Yeah....

It took definitely more than a couple days for me to grab control of all my thoughts. My world is semi spinning...
And it's NOT seeming to STOP..which is what I would like...immediately.

I don't know about everyone else, but I'm in love with roller-coasters, but not if I just had a Big Mac..
...I want to get off the friggin' ride...
Or rather, I shouldn't have boarded it in the first place, right?
right

1. The Significant did indeed, I guess really...dump me. I'm just not ready to label him as I guess what would be "The Ex-Significant" seeing as I didn't want the breakup. The Significant had a "Britney" we'll call it.
New Jack Diction: "Britney" (Britt-neee:noun)1. Life crisis resulting in victim's meltdown 2. Using a golf club to destroy a mini-van, circa pop-songstress Britney Spears circa 2007 3. Major life questioning meanwhile displaying wild, abnormal behaviors including mass violence-verbal and non-verbal.

He's indeed struggling with what I believe is the prospect of going back to school at an older age, not being in the profession he would choose to be, now, jobless, family pressures and open expression of disappointment etc. This resulted in on Thursday, a massive "Britney". This meltdown to say the least scared me shitless. It's something that cannot even be described, it needed to be taped...
Screaming, cursing, jumping into cars and driving, wild levels of anger never witnessed, wild levels of verbal abuse etc. His solution to him not knowing needs to be in his life, is to remove everything from his life..starting with his girlfriend of nearly 3 years.

Yes, that individual would most certainly be me.
He's saying he'll be very much in touch with me, and that we can still hang out. He's almost making the terminology of the situation sound reminicent of a "break" but we're single. That, is not the definition of a "break", therefore we're not together. Between...crying and being blank, I'm not sure what the fuck I am in general.
Excuse my french...
I couldn't quote Lil Wayne at any better time and say..."I feel like dying". I made that very, very known as I drank myself into a wild black hole filled with 151 in which the hangover just made me wish that someone would shoot me point blank range in the forehead.
Right now, everyone is telling me very Kanye-esque that I'm "worrying about the wrong things"..or "baby, don't worry about it". I seem to be hearing from all angles that I'm "Paranoid". That he's going to realize its a rash decision..and he'll return. I'm not sure how long this is going to go on..but as per my 2009 resolutions list this MUST be some wild test of patience because I'm beginning to crumble SO ridiculously hard.

My patience must be being tested all around...
I did NOT get the memo that was "Test The New Jack's Patience Level Month"..."win a prize for getting her to boil over! sign up now!" I didn't get that memo...
I'm seeing some new developments with people's..."things" we'll call them. "Things" meaning careers, side-hustles, etc. and I'm trying...
...I am TRYING.....
To wait my turn...
Trying to not explode at the levels of input and seeing not the ouput I want. I shouldn't be one to judge the input of other people into their "things" but it seems to the eye, not as thorough as mine has been and they're seeing the output that I'm getting sickeningly impatient about receiving.

If my goal is truly by August '09 to get my patience together..this is going to be such a wretched 2009 for me...
...Just as the gut feeling I had that it would be...
Can someone kill me now, please? I'm over 2009....

Dropping The Ring

...I am no longer interested in getting married to The Significant.
The fight of my LIFE took place last night, much to my surprise..and I'm 100% unprepared to date the ghost I wrote awful things about in here often circa late 2007-early 2008...

This entire scenario makes me extremely apprehensive that there is a such thing as actually "happily married"..

...More after the place of my employment...

Shia LeBeouf Update: Tranformers: Revenge of the Fallen

Does this news that Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen drops on 6/26/09 excite ANYONE but me?
...It must have to...