Katy just had to jump on TOP of the cake.........
BTW...She's hosting the MTV European Awards :)
I <3 Katy
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Amerie Update: New Album 2008
I came across these promo shots of Amerie, from her mixtape: Because I love it, Vol.1
Word on the block is along with the other heavyweights {Beyonce, 50 Cent, and Kanye West} Amerie is slated to drop an album between November-December of this year...
I'll be supporting her...but good luck in sales versus those names.......
Promo shots, under the hood...
{source}
Word on the block is along with the other heavyweights {Beyonce, 50 Cent, and Kanye West} Amerie is slated to drop an album between November-December of this year...
I'll be supporting her...but good luck in sales versus those names.......
Promo shots, under the hood...
{source}
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Yung Berg Update: Put It On Me
Not a fan of Yung Berg..in the least...
This song is the ONLY thing I've condoned that's come out of his mouth since his arrival...
And I'm still not over his blatant racism that he doesn't "do dark butts"...
Yeah, remember Berg, you're no T.I.P. ..and never will be...
This song is the ONLY thing I've condoned that's come out of his mouth since his arrival...
And I'm still not over his blatant racism that he doesn't "do dark butts"...
Yeah, remember Berg, you're no T.I.P. ..and never will be...
Yung Berg
"Put It On Me"
"Put It On Me"
Friday, October 17, 2008
Beyonce Update: Single Ladies/ If I Were A Boy
I'm all about the "Single Ladies" VIDEO..but not about the SONG
I'm all about the "If I Were A Boy" SONG but not the VIDEO...
I'm all about the "If I Were A Boy" SONG but not the VIDEO...
Dancing...I mean, Drinking Alone
There's an Ashlee Simpson song titled, "Dancing Alone"...
On this Friday evening, I'm not dancing...nor drinking...at least, not yet.
I had a horrible week at...we'll refer to it as, my place of employment. I would like to turn to a bottle and forget about it and absolutely every woman that I'm friends with is either out of town, or SLEEPING at 6:30 PM on a FRIDAY. Can we say HAPPY HOUR anyone? I completely aware of the state of affairs in the U.S., we're in an economic crisis..but in New York (at least in Nassau County), gas has officially dropped to $2.98-$3.13/gallon. This my friends translates to mean, you can do some serious damage with $10 at a bar during happy hour.
When circumstances come to this, the next idea is to devise a Craigslist.org post for friends. If you feel as if everyone in your list has some excuse for why they cannot hang out with you aside from the obvious Economic Crisis, then this is the time where you should pay for friends. Or, primarily investigate who would like to do it on a volunteer basis. I mean...I am a pretty fun bitch to be with...
Point aside.....
Maybe, this is a sign..
Perhaps, drinking alone, while eating a cheeseburger and ribs as I've already begun to do isn't the reason why it worked out that literally everyone I know is out of reach. My BFF is asleep, My BF, The Significant left for Alabama for two weeks, and I'm not going to run down the rest of the list people who refuse to keep me company at the current moment. Maybe I should be using this time for reflection...
I've been frequenting the investigation of an Oneonta student I know, one who's doing much better than I am. I look, filled with envy and hatred over the fact that she's excelled far further than I have and is doing all the things I think I should be doing...and I'm currently, no where near. It reminds me that I'm in a state of failure. Or, that place where I would call "success", there are so many others that I know that are having that same success despite this economy doing the things in entertainment I should be doing. The key word being, "should".
As the time progresses, and the more time I spend away from "the industry" I truly start to see that it's not a matter of what you know, but truly, who you know. I've strayed so far from my place of belonging that I'm not in the "who" anymore. This puts me in the position that I can't make as many moves as I'd so please to do because I have no "connections" to get me past that "Average Joe" status. I'm starting to feel lower than low daily, in combo because I'm not where I should be and my current job only aids in destroying my self esteem.
...Go Me...
I'm starting to realize, that maybe these are signs that I truly can't hide much longer. From anything.
I have court in 3 1/2 weeks, I can't run from that anymore. The Significant is in Alabama for two weeks, so no one to dry my tears from me crying about my job almost every..single..day. I'll have to man up because of that. Boss Lady returns from Cancun to the office on Monday, and though my confidence is in shambles, I have to appear to her as if I know what I'm doing and as if I'm completely about my wits...despite the fact that I'm dragging the entire "team" down. I've got to continue the work I'm doing to correct my credit, because this economy is a disaster. No more hiding behind Coach bags and shoes pretending that JP Morgan Chase didn't by Wamu and that things are GOING to be alright. They aren't. I've got to fix my shaking car, and start saving towards the truck I'm trying to get. Every new Juicy Couture outlet trip is pushing me hundreds of dollars away. Again, go me...
Openly, I currently I am truly in a state of no self-esteem. Especially seeing that people from Oneonta are all doing way better than...I am. So in efforts to wallow in self-pity, only for tonight (I hope), I guess 3 cheers to...
.................. drinking alone?
Hit this guy to hear "Dancing Alone" by Ashlee Simpson
On this Friday evening, I'm not dancing...nor drinking...at least, not yet.
I had a horrible week at...we'll refer to it as, my place of employment. I would like to turn to a bottle and forget about it and absolutely every woman that I'm friends with is either out of town, or SLEEPING at 6:30 PM on a FRIDAY. Can we say HAPPY HOUR anyone? I completely aware of the state of affairs in the U.S., we're in an economic crisis..but in New York (at least in Nassau County), gas has officially dropped to $2.98-$3.13/gallon. This my friends translates to mean, you can do some serious damage with $10 at a bar during happy hour.
When circumstances come to this, the next idea is to devise a Craigslist.org post for friends. If you feel as if everyone in your list has some excuse for why they cannot hang out with you aside from the obvious Economic Crisis, then this is the time where you should pay for friends. Or, primarily investigate who would like to do it on a volunteer basis. I mean...I am a pretty fun bitch to be with...
Point aside.....
Maybe, this is a sign..
Perhaps, drinking alone, while eating a cheeseburger and ribs as I've already begun to do isn't the reason why it worked out that literally everyone I know is out of reach. My BFF is asleep, My BF, The Significant left for Alabama for two weeks, and I'm not going to run down the rest of the list people who refuse to keep me company at the current moment. Maybe I should be using this time for reflection...
I've been frequenting the investigation of an Oneonta student I know, one who's doing much better than I am. I look, filled with envy and hatred over the fact that she's excelled far further than I have and is doing all the things I think I should be doing...and I'm currently, no where near. It reminds me that I'm in a state of failure. Or, that place where I would call "success", there are so many others that I know that are having that same success despite this economy doing the things in entertainment I should be doing. The key word being, "should".
As the time progresses, and the more time I spend away from "the industry" I truly start to see that it's not a matter of what you know, but truly, who you know. I've strayed so far from my place of belonging that I'm not in the "who" anymore. This puts me in the position that I can't make as many moves as I'd so please to do because I have no "connections" to get me past that "Average Joe" status. I'm starting to feel lower than low daily, in combo because I'm not where I should be and my current job only aids in destroying my self esteem.
...Go Me...
I'm starting to realize, that maybe these are signs that I truly can't hide much longer. From anything.
I have court in 3 1/2 weeks, I can't run from that anymore. The Significant is in Alabama for two weeks, so no one to dry my tears from me crying about my job almost every..single..day. I'll have to man up because of that. Boss Lady returns from Cancun to the office on Monday, and though my confidence is in shambles, I have to appear to her as if I know what I'm doing and as if I'm completely about my wits...despite the fact that I'm dragging the entire "team" down. I've got to continue the work I'm doing to correct my credit, because this economy is a disaster. No more hiding behind Coach bags and shoes pretending that JP Morgan Chase didn't by Wamu and that things are GOING to be alright. They aren't. I've got to fix my shaking car, and start saving towards the truck I'm trying to get. Every new Juicy Couture outlet trip is pushing me hundreds of dollars away. Again, go me...
Openly, I currently I am truly in a state of no self-esteem. Especially seeing that people from Oneonta are all doing way better than...I am. So in efforts to wallow in self-pity, only for tonight (I hope), I guess 3 cheers to...
.................. drinking alone?
Hit this guy to hear "Dancing Alone" by Ashlee Simpson
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
New Jack Update: Can We Talk About Silver Boots?
Ok....
So I'll admit...this new Ciara "Go Girl" video has been in heavy rotation on my computer and I couldn't HELP but become very attached to the silver boots she wore at the end of the video..
And I myself, will be purchasing a pair of silver boots...I really..can't help myself and I'm a little excited about this..
Now, when in doubt, be cost effective.
I saw a pair of Dolce silver boots on sale for $495...but I have no idea if I'll even LIKE silver boots in 2009, so how about we holla at Ebay for $28.99?
I can't make up my mind, but I see myself in a pair thats for sure...I have a feeling silver boots are just the RIGHT way to end 2008 and wake up 2009...
So I'll admit...this new Ciara "Go Girl" video has been in heavy rotation on my computer and I couldn't HELP but become very attached to the silver boots she wore at the end of the video..
And I myself, will be purchasing a pair of silver boots...I really..can't help myself and I'm a little excited about this..
Now, when in doubt, be cost effective.
I saw a pair of Dolce silver boots on sale for $495...but I have no idea if I'll even LIKE silver boots in 2009, so how about we holla at Ebay for $28.99?
I can't make up my mind, but I see myself in a pair thats for sure...I have a feeling silver boots are just the RIGHT way to end 2008 and wake up 2009...
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
I Hate This Part Right Here...
I was writing a draft of an e-mail to my ex,who goes by Steven but as in most posts in this blog Cj. I had titled it originally as such after listening to the same title track from The Pussycat Dolls new album "Doll Domination". I stopped very early in writing it again contemplating if he really deserves the explanation he seeks from me but the title track just became applicable to my job. I wasnt kidding about the swaggerwoman post..that Kryptonite feeling just got a whole lot worse...
I don't believe that any job should render one powerless. Which is the exact feeling I have every day when I rise to attend my current job, powerless. Or better yet, they've stripped me of my confidence. Already being shaky about the material that I'm dealing with, knowing that travel has nothing to do with anything I wish to do with my life, nor has it any connection to journalism or the entertainment business, its fair to say this is new to me. I've been being trained, and I've truly within the last month come to the crossroads of where the mother lets her birds out of the nest. Now, I'm undergoing, slowly, the freedom test of apply what you've learned. Now again, knowing that this wasn't my area of study I'm already shaky about the material. This incessant black cloud of me not exactly having a part of my actual life to tie to this has started to strip me of my confidence as to whether or not I can actually do this job; am I capable of this performance. Just when I thought I already didn't possess enough confidence, I got into a pretty wild argument with a co-worker, further adding to the pot thats already been brewing. What I'm not sure if anyone understands but me, is that, that situation might have truly been the nail in the coffin for me...
We argued over instructions on paperwork. This resulted in her speaking to me as if I were 10 years old as oppposed to her peer, which is what I am and then informing me that "Your job is not that hard..." Well by all means, remind me, why am I needed at this company if my job isn't so hard? And if it's so unimportant, why do we have Marketing Specialists at this company?
I hate this part...
The part where I'm rendered powerless...
The part where you risk professionalism in engaging in such severe fights with co-workers.
The part where if you speak up too loudly, you're a hoodrat or classless, and if you don't speak up you're quickly labeled as "weak" on a good day, "faggot" on a normal one.
I hate this part...looking at the economy and realizing I'm one of those fortunate people from God, who is still employed.
I hate realizing that even though the nail has gone into the coffin...I can't exactly quit unless I thought it was fierce to be homeless etc.
They're stripping me of my swag......
They're stripping me of my confidence....
Imagine, isn't it how it works that our lives might be blissful elsewhere and in just one facet, just one, it fucks up everything? The Significant and I for months now? Wonderful. Family currently? Completely happy and healthy. Though I'm ill, I'm getting theexpensive help I need to be better, so I almost can can't complain about that. I feel drained. And its only getting worse.
More and more, I'm realizing I have to move on towards my true writing calls...and stop being stripped of everything I CAME somewhere with...
I entered with everything, and it appears they're trying to make it that I leave, with nothing...
And I truly, hate that part..right..there.
I don't believe that any job should render one powerless. Which is the exact feeling I have every day when I rise to attend my current job, powerless. Or better yet, they've stripped me of my confidence. Already being shaky about the material that I'm dealing with, knowing that travel has nothing to do with anything I wish to do with my life, nor has it any connection to journalism or the entertainment business, its fair to say this is new to me. I've been being trained, and I've truly within the last month come to the crossroads of where the mother lets her birds out of the nest. Now, I'm undergoing, slowly, the freedom test of apply what you've learned. Now again, knowing that this wasn't my area of study I'm already shaky about the material. This incessant black cloud of me not exactly having a part of my actual life to tie to this has started to strip me of my confidence as to whether or not I can actually do this job; am I capable of this performance. Just when I thought I already didn't possess enough confidence, I got into a pretty wild argument with a co-worker, further adding to the pot thats already been brewing. What I'm not sure if anyone understands but me, is that, that situation might have truly been the nail in the coffin for me...
We argued over instructions on paperwork. This resulted in her speaking to me as if I were 10 years old as oppposed to her peer, which is what I am and then informing me that "Your job is not that hard..." Well by all means, remind me, why am I needed at this company if my job isn't so hard? And if it's so unimportant, why do we have Marketing Specialists at this company?
I hate this part...
The part where I'm rendered powerless...
The part where you risk professionalism in engaging in such severe fights with co-workers.
The part where if you speak up too loudly, you're a hoodrat or classless, and if you don't speak up you're quickly labeled as "weak" on a good day, "faggot" on a normal one.
I hate this part...looking at the economy and realizing I'm one of those fortunate people from God, who is still employed.
I hate realizing that even though the nail has gone into the coffin...I can't exactly quit unless I thought it was fierce to be homeless etc.
They're stripping me of my swag......
They're stripping me of my confidence....
Imagine, isn't it how it works that our lives might be blissful elsewhere and in just one facet, just one, it fucks up everything? The Significant and I for months now? Wonderful. Family currently? Completely happy and healthy. Though I'm ill, I'm getting the
More and more, I'm realizing I have to move on towards my true writing calls...and stop being stripped of everything I CAME somewhere with...
I entered with everything, and it appears they're trying to make it that I leave, with nothing...
And I truly, hate that part..right..there.
I'm Ready To Go RIGHT NOW
After ONE AND A HALF MONTHS of my comments being disabled, they're back :) *cue the sigh of relief from the crowd* I have a couple things on the brain and it's nice to know that people can actually COMMENT again. Naturally, first as always, my BFF proved that they're working by commenting on the latest PCD video "I Hate This Part"...naturally, also expressing her hatred for PCD..
...Surprise, surprise...
Here's the video for the post title track...
John Legend f/ Andre 3000 "Green Light"
...Surprise, surprise...
Here's the video for the post title track...
John Legend f/ Andre 3000 "Green Light"
Monday, October 13, 2008
Shaun Livingston Injury
So, The Significant and his cousins were discussing this injury when looking at this kid, Shaun Livingston meanwhile arguing over NBA LIVE 09 and NBA 2K9..
...I sat comfortably, eating Mcdonalds and decided to YouTube this accident since I had no idea WHO or WHAT we were dicussing..
Now, anyone who knows me knows I have a thing for watching injuries..{google: MTV Scarred}
Shaun Livingston, your injury definitely is injury of the month in my vote! Dislocation of the knee...
Next time, just go for the Jet Li split, sacrifice your nuts for a month or two and pull the groin muscle because THAT would have been much easier than what you did do as I saw trying to STOP the split hence the break..
Ladies and Gentlemen,
...Enjoy....
...I sat comfortably, eating Mcdonalds and decided to YouTube this accident since I had no idea WHO or WHAT we were dicussing..
Now, anyone who knows me knows I have a thing for watching injuries..{google: MTV Scarred}
Shaun Livingston, your injury definitely is injury of the month in my vote! Dislocation of the knee...
Next time, just go for the Jet Li split, sacrifice your nuts for a month or two and pull the groin muscle because THAT would have been much easier than what you did do as I saw trying to STOP the split hence the break..
Ladies and Gentlemen,
...Enjoy....
Pussycat Dolls Update: I Hate This Part
HEY! Two for two? My other favorite song of the new PCD album, "Doll Domination" gets a video! And atleast a MUCH better video than "Whatcha Think About That"...which was very disappointing to me....
Nicole's hungry ass is still not letting these other cute broads live....
Nicole's hungry ass is still not letting these other cute broads live....
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