I actually don't know the cause of it, and I've been trying to shake it off but its sticking to me....
I found this on someone's Facebook..they apparently have an application I never knew about called "Bible Verses" in which they evidently give you one everyday...This is the one for today..
1 John 4:18
"There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love."Wow. Interesting.
I feel very lonely. Which is odd, because it isn't as if my significant other has been neglecting me, but I have a very odd, lonely feeling that I haven't been able to shake since late Thanksgiving night. Maybe its because in part since my grandmother passed away in 2004, we've yet to have a real "proper" Thanksgiving circa before 2003. That stirred a sense of loneliness within me. Then the significant other got caught up in his own family madness at Thanksgiving and didn't pass by my house as promised, which I supposed lent itself to my discomfort.
Thanksgiving is over now.
The feeling is still persisting.
I'd like to, for once, feel no fear...